Daren363

Oh yeah this seems pretty depressing. Thought I'd warn you beforehand, not that you, the reader, cares about this. It's the internet, and it's just text on a screen. What is the point of going on, if you have lost what makes you human? I see people through glass. They are there, but they never touch me, kind of like being at a zoo. It's as if I'm just watching them. Watching them go through their daily lives. Talking, laughing, smiling, crying, working, helping each other, hurting each other.. I don't feel very much. I haven't felt much of anything since middle school. I keep everything out, so nothing gets in, and I keep what got in, loc

Suppose I should post. 19 this month, I have real problems relating to most people. It's quite hard to find people who likes the things I like, and even rarer to find people of the opposite gender in what I like. Not that I can tell if people like me, and/or flirting with me. For the record, I am straight. I am told my voice makes me sound stereotypically homosexual. My Emotional range is pretty shot, same with my endorphine (?) system. Makes it really hard to enjoy a lot of things. I see a counsoler weekly, to talk about stuff that's happened. Most peopel I can relate to: (less than 10?) Live about two states away. This week I almost broke

I suppose it's time I wrote another one of these. I'm currently having a multitude of problems. Let's see.. Not in school.  Not employed.  Still really depressed.  The only people I can really relate to are on the internet, and nowhere near me.  The main problem is that.. I don't really care.  I want to, I really do.  The most fun I had had in ages was probably Sacanime, and no telling when or if I will see those people again T_T What I did was a genderbent Flandre, sans wings :c What I want to do is an Shikieiki Yamaxanandu Genderbend, and a Toyosatomimi no Miko Genderbend. I may or may not have a Komachi for the Shikieiki Yamaxanadu Genderb